The new Mrs. Durrett

I have had a VERY heavy heart lately. God is slowly taking care of it though (:

Writing has always been something i have been great at.

I never thought i would be able to talk about myself, marriage, photography,

or anything else like i have lately.

I love photography more than anything in the world.

I used to let my life revolve around photography but i dont want my life to 

be all about that because when it is i loose the love 

i have for my photography.

Photography is a huge passion of mine, but so are a few other 

things and i finally think God has shown me 

what i am suppose to do with my life and how to go about this change i need to 

happen. 

Over a period of 8 months i was VERY lost.

It has taken a lot of prayer, work, dedication, and time to see what my path is.

I have been able to win back my husband (which was tough)

& i love him more than anything in this world.

but over the 8 months i was away from him, the devil put a lot of temptations in my way.

Drugs, alcohol, etc..

That is NOT the life i want to live, i want to live a life full of joy, happiness,

and i want to live that life with Jacob.

So i propose a solution to everything

i am going to continue to fix myself so that when and if i am ready to jump back into 

my photography i can be ready and show the world what an amazing

person, Godly woman, wife, and photographer i am.

I have hurt a lot of people in the past few years, but i can honestly say with 

no regret that i am sorry. I never meant to start a war.

I never meant to hurt anyone.

But one day soon everyone is going to see such an amazing difference 

that you are going to want to join in.

I write these post more for myself. But i want to show people the progress i make.

Because without God i would not be here today and i would 

not be able to inspire others do what God has planned for all of us.

I am a God fearing loving woman.

Just took me one to many months to figure it all out.